In all my purest of honesty, believe it or not, I’ve been attempting to redeem myself from my shitty, really shitty past by committing myself to do positive action and leftist discourse for a good while now. This ain’t easy, because, chances are, I am getting haunted by my shitty past thanks to the efforts of Britbong and KiwiFarms, who, coincidentally, have been incessantly sliding into everyone who interacts with me to tell them a bunch of nearly slanderous claims in hopes they can disassociate with me.
This is very dirty and scummy, but you know what’s also scummy? The fact that most of the leftist community and other communities as well have been complicit in this sort of abuse by not only contributing to that slander against me and that smearing campaign against me, but also treating me still as a negative agent, as if I was (somehow) still a “nazi scumbag who is grifting leftism for attention”.
This is 0% true.
Recently, big surprise, I got a comment from Major Arlene (one of Doomworld’s well-known admins and prominent figures) tell me this, before she got brave enough to block me on Reddit and Twitter on my remaining Twitter presence. It’s like she somehow saw a ghost apparition and cursed nonsense at it before banging the door closed. The very idea that I exist with all my honesty and good faith towards marginalized voices, the LGBTQIA+, POCs and other sorts of disadvantaged communities, including antifascist and anticapitalist communities, haunts her like Bloody Mary in her mirror. It somehow is an idea that she cannot process because she spites me out of nowhere, out of some old bones I have still cleaned up.
Well: the problem here isn’t me; it is the people who treat me as a dishonest agent despite me, time and time again, proving my honesty.
But believe me or not, there’s a whole concept of our current meritocratic society that recently hit me like a train… people with autism are considered “deceitful” because of the lack of social skills inherent with autism.
It always had to come back to capitalism, isn’t it?
What a fucking surprise that we live in such a fucking society that further marginalizes people with disabilities like these because their quirks may be a signal to normies that we are “deceptive”. Well, let me tell you a thing or two about my autism and what does it mean about my credibility:
I’ve been completely bullied and harassed by right-wingers when I was within the far right. That’s not a fucking lie, and that’s a thing that I’ve told numerous times and yet the people who run the most important “progressive” communities of the internet chose to not believe me. Well, this amount of bullying was one of the many reasons why I left the far right. And it’s not just that! Cops, when they arrested me for hate-crimes because some fuckwit from Britbong snitched to my local police, told me I was “the nicest of the bunch compared to the rest of cases they had to handle”. For a fucking cop to tell me I was not such an extremist piece of garbage to the point of being Charles Fucking Manson or some shit must be a whole epiphany that I had to take. Realizing I was in the wrong ethical boat by standing on the right-wing boat was already hitting me like a massive freight train in slow motion, slowly turning my brain towards new, perhaps more leftist ideas that I wouldn’t have taken if I wasn’t such in the middle of such a growth process as a person.
And that’s a few of the many reasons why I had to leave the far right. Now, people chose not to believe my victimhood and my story because they think I’m some sort of weirdo with a serious lack of social skills. Such “progressive” people who believed in listening to marginalized voices and believing them, chose not to believe a marginalized voice because their lack of social skills was rather “uncomfortable” for them.
Well…
THAT IS A LOAD OF ABSOLUTE DIAHRREA HORSESHIT.
I’m angry, and rightfully so, because this thing made me believe my internet career was over, being hijacked constantly by such bad actors from Doomworld, KiwiFarms, Twitter, Britbong’s fanbase, everyone who just plain and simple hates me for who I am. And thus, I became an asshole bitch. The society that molded me into the victim of injustice for me being honest has molded me into a big girlballs douche bitch cunt. What a fucking surprise. Gee, I wonder why JMAA has become such a fucking asshole!
I wonder…
…FUCKING…
… why.
So yeah, in case the plot of my life becomes very similar to that of Joaquin Phoenix’s “Joker”, just know this: you deserve it like you deserve eating shit.
Bon appetit, fuckers.
